We always tell each other to take things one day at a time and that the wounds heal as time passes but it never really feels that way. It’s like it gets worse and worse and all you can do is sob your heart out until you think there’s nothing left. You’re restless as hell and your eyes sting shut until the morning. The sun rises and for those first few seconds you’re fine. You think it’s all over but then you rub the sleep from your eyes and you breathe in a few times and it’s like everything crashes into you ten times harder and you remember. You remember that death has touched you, you remember that your mind is still shattered. You remember that things hurt. You look down and you see that the hole is still gaping in the middle of your chest and the entire world is caving into it. It’s like God turned the lights up and everything is harsh and bright in all the wrong places and your vision goes fuzzy. Small memories flash by that you never even thought twice about before but now you know you’ll never shake them and you can’t even make it four hours without collapsing. The sad songs are amplified and everything is just way too relevant. Your skin feels three sizes too small and you’re beginning to think that these holes are never going to heal themselves. Your body is drained and everything is way too close for comfort. Your thoughts go into overdrive and your voice shuts down and all you want is for the days to stop blending. All you want is for the pain to be over.
I’M JUST LIKE:
I can’t stop reblogging this little guy he is so cuuuuute.
Art dump part 4
okay story time
so my art teacher assigned us to do a chalk pastel still life of fruits n shit and I was like “no”
so I drew a banana instead.
and my teacher came by like “you need to have more than one fruit in your still life”
so I was like “k”
and so I put that cherry on top of the banana and titled it “Banana Split Without The Ice Cream Because Life Is Full Of Disappointments: By Fall Out Boy" and I turned that shit in.
My art teacher just started laughing out loud in the middle of class
this is my new favorite thing
I don’t know if this has been done yet, but here’s Poussey’s version of Amazing Grace
I watched this episode last night for the first time (yes, I know, I’m way late to the party) and my whole body got goosebumps.Played 2869 times.